jolyn = biggest fucking loser ever number 1

i don't see the point in trying so hard for something others can get so easily.

i don't see the point in trying anymore, period.

why? what did i do wrong to deserve this?

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i wish i could stop crying, and stop trying.


Alexithymia/ depressed people don't eat. says (6:34 PM):
whats wrong with my face?
life in a cartoon motion. says (6:34 PM):
theres nothing wrg with your face
); dont be sad
Alexithymia/ depressed people don't eat. says (6:34 PM):
there is
i know there is
cos i always lose out

i am a fucking loser, ha ha ha. i want to be someone else.

i hate you for hurting me like this.

i hate me for being like this.