I'll miss you when you're nowhere near my arms

i miss my sexy red ben and jerry's balloon :( i left it in hoGc. i hope one of the kind souls there will bring it back home to love. and my lovely blue iPod cover. it's gone! CUSTOMISED, PERSONALISED. please return it back to me :( auntie florence will be sad if she knows i lost it.

red is my favourite colour, after black. those colours are not emo, according to rachelg, "orange is emo."

OH, I HAVE PICTURES OF DEBORAH IN 'IN!' ask me if you want them :D

recess was funny today, i KNOW cleopatra is bald (pronounced "b-old") and she committed suicide by telling the snake to bite her (right) boob. don't omit details. the pharoah's the only one with hair (is it? or maybe the others could have hair too, like the royal, aristocrastic people, but they shaved their heads due to lice?) and they bathed in milk (CLEOPS MY PAL DID). she felt very depressed being cooped up in the room. they had snakes as pets (and they love cats, they want to look like cats. cats are cute), she told hers to bite her boob (right), and not her ankle. and cheryl found this very amusing, she spat rice everywhere.

the HIV/AIDS talk was amusing, i had people coming up to me and go "eh jolyn, where's alvin?" lol, standard reply: "ask yiling". and i am horrified, because i found out someone in my year did some *ahem* with someone. anyway, it was funny sitting with these awesome people. deborah, khairiah, qianyun, tiffany, xinyi + nair and the other people. and poor grace, had to sit with the prefects!

after school, i went cathay's b&j with qian, grace A and tiffany. we ate the merlionster, and it wasn't enough. we all wanted more. i love my chocolate fudge brownie, and i think strawberry cheesecake is awesome. anyway, it was fun. after eating the fabulous icecream very very rapidly, we decided to go to KFC to eat more food (can you see the fats?). then grace had to leave :(

so qian, tiff and i walked around plaza sing, before i brought them to hoGc to play foosball (?). two-against-one (me, i am so lousy). tiffany laughed and laughed and laughed while playing, and she let in quite a lot of goals. i am super lousy at it, i scored a couple of own goals. therefore i lost. qian is the pro at this lah! and i overheard edmond (?) saying "do you know, last time policeman wear short pants?" i found it very amusing, and laughed.

then edmond + wenqian + another guy were playing pool, and then this time, edmond said "do you know that last time police wear underpants?" ROFLLMAO. i laughed XOMG I REMEMBER THIS VERY CLEARLY. then cherie came with rachel g in tow.

rachel g's bag is horrifying heavy. i bent over backwards while trying to carry it. it's like, 3 times my bag's weight (and my bag, according to some, is VERY heavy). leanna asked "rachel, what do you bring to school? an elephant?" and i laughed. tiff and qian left, due to tiff having tuition at 6. so we sat around, and went to play drums. i attempted to learn the rhythm rachel was telling me, but having no co-ordination, i failed. :(

then we tried to study, rachel, cherie, leanna, charmaine and i. it was kinda amusing, because i couldn't concentrate. rachel's paranoid, and has obsessive-compulsive disorder, i think. she hates dirt and filth more than other people, and went paranoid with the liquid paper when i put 2 chocolate drops on her book. then sam teo came, and rachel went crazy with the wet wipes when sam teo placed a chocolate drop on her file.

cherie, leanna (pro!) and sam teo attempted tossing chocolate into the air and hoping it'll land it their mouth. cherie is horrendously horrible (HAHA all the h-words) at it, and leanna is amusingly amazing at it. she managed it like 19318301 times.

i distracted the others by laughing inappropriately. :( so i left early, and here i am!

i miss my furry iPod cover, my lovely red balloon, and q!

i'll always miss q! (i have this strong urge to go on and on)

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my blog serves no purpose, really. i doubt anyone in this entire world actually cares what i did today, or how i enjoy my ben and jerry's ice cream (with my friends, and lots of banana + brownie chunks, in case you wanted to know).


I cannot live a day without you here
By my side.
Nor can I stand to be within your sight
Shun your lights

I'll miss you when you're nowhere near my arms
But I know I'll try to run when my senses tell me to

And if you're gone,
I'd be the first to sigh inside,
But when you're far away,
I'd be the one to call you back
So come to me,
As I will promise you my time
And time won't tell me twice
That I'd be wanting you to leave when you're in sight

A problem solved a problem will emerge
I'm entwined
Confused my heart is telling me to run
To where can I?
Is this the fate I'm destined to collide
Must I try?

A love I've lost a love I'm trying to find
I run around

I hunger for your presence in my heart
For awhile
I'll fade away when I feel the time is right

i miss you. stupid loser :(