poo, i am sad now. =( so many thoughts running through my brain, i feel like i'm about to fall flat on my face.

life is hard, we have to make so many choices. making a wrong decision will screw up your entire existence, and you find yourself losing purpose and direction totally.

i am a very confused kid. i love the wrong things, and i end up losing my whole head, my composure, and everything else that matters.

i'm afraid. it's either 1) i let go, and let it happen all over again. or 2) i hold on and end up getting hurt too often.

i can't sleep without you here