it was a lie when they smiled and said, "you wouldn't feel a thing"... and now, do you feel the pinch?

rawr, i am feeling bored and sucky.

someone make me laugh!

i feel sad that the class couldn't participate in the relay race today. teachers = bigheaded egoistic creatures, thank you for always looking down on us. so what if we're merely 'young adults'?

pe was a hell lot of fun today. running 2km = cool. i'm sad i couldn't complete it within the time limit (11 mins 40 s) due to my complete lack of fitness. (and, Grace Ang is the nicest + coolest person on earth. she completed the entire run in 9 mins ++ and she cheered others on AND offered to run with them an extra round.)

my hamstrings hurt, and i can remember vividly how cheryl rolled on the floor, laughing until she cried.

and today is a sad day cos ram's booking in. gah, good luck & take care ram! don't worry dude, we're friends for life :) one less person to while away my saturday afternoons + nights. xomg, you promised ryan and i to go moshing together. and then we're gonna mix absolut into 7 up and pour them into disposable plastic cups and drink until we're red in the face, and then we're gonna go around vivo screaming at weird people who think we're weird.

zomg, ryan, we must TON at sentosa one day!


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i don't really know how to bear grudges against people. can someone teach me how?

somehow my defenses slip, and then i become a target again. vulnerable, and very insecure.

"what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". i hope so, i sincerely hope so.

just because someone's fat, ugly and dumb it doesn't mean she's immune to hurt. somedays, i wait for that fatal shot, and maybe i'll finally die, and make people around me happy. and maybe i'll end the nights of suffering.

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If you go on living, the way you are, surely
The night reflected in your eyes will leave only shining dreams
Forget the solitude that greets the dawn
Hold the scarlet wrist and
End the night of crying

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sometimes, we all need someone we can relate to. someone who comprehends our course of actions, and our thoughts, someone who doesn't judge you that easily. someone to hear us out when we're feeling so broken inside. someone to make us whole again.

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