turn it up, i don't want to go home. i only want to be part of your breakdown

i am still sad, but i'm surviving (IN YOUR FACE, YOU ____ TOAD!!!!!)

hopefully i'll get over this shiat by tomorrow, or saturday, or maybe sunday. it'll rock if you can give me a whole year to recuperate from this.

i'm looking forward to Deafcon II. i think i'll say hello to that mervyn dude, if i see him. xomg, i don't have any concrete plans with anyone after that. (see, i am lacking a social life. i need more friends to take my mind off things.)

anyone with cool friends to introduce?

i'm also looking forward to CHMA. who wants to go with me? :)

and i'm also excited cos we're gonna plan some talent show for the musically inclined. and there's the dumb skit for the old folks, which is pretty retarded. i am going to act as some neurotic witch-bimbo who's gonna fawn over some handsome prince charming. anyway, the story line is pretty complicated, i doubt the elderly will find it as amusing as i do, especially the part about durians (and not pineapples)

anyway, it's ryan's birthday tomorrow. HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY, FRIEND. remember our starbucks date with ju (and maybe wp, but i doubt so). another year older, we'll go drinking soon. 7 up + absolut = coolest. i'm probably skipping campfire to go find ryan, to celebrate his birthday. he's going to get a cool sweater :DD

i want an apple green cardigan, and a striped cardigan, and scene hair, and a HOLE (ha ha get it, hole? whole) lot of piercings. lol "no pun intended" (lame, but whatever)

and i'm probably going to cherie's church again this sunday, depending on my mum :)

anyway, just a random note: i love ALI BABA!

my sitting place = cool, because i love tiffany, xinyi, grace ang and sexy qianyun!

and i think i got mr ho pissed today, because i called him an 'irritating pest', and i was unusually quiet, and he had to prompt many times before i answered.

gah, please keep me busy. if i'm busy, i'll stop myself from thinking too much, and if i stop thinking excessively, i won't get paranoid and neurotic and act like a fucking asshole again.

i am not sad, : ) : ) : )

i am sad :(