when you're not around, the silence seems so loud

i tried giving them the cold shoulder (pop & ma) but i failed in the end. that's the problem with me, i can't bear grudges for too long. that's not a very good thing, what happened to 'once bitten, twice shy'? wish me luck for dragonforce. i need it, seriously.

on saturday, i sulked at home for a while, before i decided to go out with ryan, ram and lay ming (queenie). we planned to watch a movie at plaza sing, but the movies were crap. therefore, we ate ben and jerry's. then we crazily walked to swee lee. it was late, it was closed. we are sad kids. i sat down in popular and read some excerpts from books. i want 'the andromeda strain', and 'a case of need'. phwoar. then we walked to raffles place, and then esplanade (i wanted to check DXO). DXO had some trance-dance-techno-electronica-drums&bass shit going on. i was half tempted to enter, but i dressed up really sloppily, and i don't have my IC and cash is tight (READ: DRAGONFORCE)

then we ate at marina square, cheese fries. i was scared, i keep feeling my rib bones. i'm afraid i'll get too fat, and they won't be there anymore. please don't think i'm weird or anything, but i am happy when people hug me and tell me "eh, i can feel your rib bones!" i wish i can lose fats from my thighs and upper arms instantly. like *snap* and POOF!

i've been sleeping late these days, like 3+ and waking up at 9, i have a feeling i'll get a really super duper huge headache tomorrow. today i got up early due to someone calling me for a chat, and then went prata-ing with pop and maaaa. awesome, i feel the fats. :( and then i got home, and then i showered and everything and went for church.

service was touching. very moving, i teared a bit, pastor lia prayed for people, and they were laid onto the ground. and the atmosphere was really WOW. i love hoGc!! music + 100000000000000000000.

"so, have you thought about joining the worship team?" - cherie. let's see, shall we. i'm not good enough...yet. :) exciting prospects.

When you're not around
I miss the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud
Cause there's no one else
Since I found you

i have faith someday you'll change, undergo metamorphosis and change into the beautiful butterfly that you really are inside. ♥