I should have picked the photograph, it lasted longer than you

is there anyway we can stop time? cos it's zooming by sooner than you know. and no matter how sickeningly stupid this sounds, i don't want to lose you.

so the whole of last week was spent doing stuff. i just can't think of what though. this is so sad, i don't remember how i spend my days anymore. i feel like being intellectual and reading more books.

i remember tau-hueying, tuition, nana-ing, getting chased out of someone's house, feeling pretty emo at times, and then fucking high again. and i remember KFC with cheryl and lingyu, and then laughing at the signature penelope face (cheryl's good at this, i swear), lingyu spitting pepsi all over her Meltz. and then i remember NYP's BandzOut.

doing illegal stuff being the "jungle", getting chased out by 0745, missing iron buddha's set (i swear, i am fucking sorry. i didn't have the $ to take a cab). seeing chad in a red shirt. stealing batman's fries. adib and arif jumping into NYP's pond, with their clothes on. what the hell! hanging out at "titanic" with nice people.

mummy-time, heading to redbar with prabs. eating at BK, seeing aqhari (first time since 20th may. hahaha doof). people chipping in to buy me and prabs entry tickets to redbar (OMG, so sweet lah. thanks to alina, batman, arshanti, hansen and everybody else. <3) to catch cigarette sex.

cigarette sex was awesome, but the crowd sucked. cigarette has the coolest maddest guitarist ever. Lian, or something. the dude almost ruined his sex guitar. after the set, he took it off and swung it around, and then threw it on the ground. not to mention, his mad dancing during the set. stomping around, stepping on monitors, et cetera. tim has a nice accent. scottish-chinese!

after that, zao-ed to esplanade to sing songs to ary. lol! pop songs, rock songs, malay songs, chinese songs, indian songs! (in indian accent, please) g-o-o-d-w-o-o-d. and also, a-p-p-l-e.

sunday was service, which got me thinking quite a lot. hmm, academic excellence. well.

I VANT TO VATCH HAVVY POTTER. (are you seeing this, cheryl, lingyu, khairiah and deborah?)

sheesh. ah.

kkk, honestly i want to watch harry potter with lingyu+cheryl+khairiah+deborah. and i miss sharmila, iylia, valerie, pre, karina, kimek warsluts and everybody else in the "gang". whoever they are, we should get high soon.

and astroboy, you fucking suck. ^^ but i still love you anyway. cos i love everyone.

oh oh oh where's ryan & ram? and sham + chad+ chick-shun.

i owe alina cadbury xxxxxl. i think i am lousy, cos i forgot on both days.

you're putting holes in my happiness. i'm praying for a miracle, but i don't think this prayer's ever gonna be fulfilled.

people are such hypocrites. ALL DOUBLE STANDARD BEEYOTCHES! :(

i'm Jack Off Jolyn (as deemed by zy & adib, i think) COOL. i love jack off jolyn.

ehhh we can go swallow pistols, and i tell you, i miss you so.

If you're Clyde, then I'm Bonnie.