I think the sun will shine again...

I recently got my hands onto the coolest song on earth by The Beatles. If you haven't listened to it, you should request for me to send it to you online. "Ob-la-di, Ob-la-da", 3 minutes and 8 seconds of pure orgasmic pleasure. So far, me being the patient soul, I have listened to it 70 fucking times. TERROR SIOL. 1000 times soon. Hasta la Vista, baby!
I feel terrible, I feel like shite. It takes effort to not break down and cry. I want to believe I'm stronger than that, really.
I seriously suspect Desmond (with the wheelbarrow in the marketplace) is a transvestite. He has a pretty face. Or maybe he's another Bill. I don't mind another Bill. I HEARTZ BILL BEEYOTCH.
There're too many reasons - uncountable - to why I'm feeling like that. I look at myself, and I wonder how I got so pathetic.
Studying session at macs again. Gerald was there. Long time since we talked, ah boy! Still think he's fucking wacked. Lololol, he made me laugh like a motherfuck. Like a brother, I swear!
You know how some people can come into your life, and turn it 180 degrees around? I don't recognize myself anymore...I'm not the same
K, I feel better. Lololol better than ever.
You came and went, just like that. Like a hurricane that devastated the very depth of my soul.
:) How come?
I guess we'll meet, we'll meet again someday....
Well, truth is, I would like to know as well.
I'd like to believe the sun will shine again someday...somehow. I want to curl up into a ball, listen to my favourite songs and hope that time will stop. Or maybe just knock my head hard against something, and forget everything. Goodbye memories, goodbye.
I believe I need to get drunk again. We'd need the vodka sooner that we think! Happy Hour all around!
Forgotten?
KKKKK SHOUTOUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU ALL.

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It's all a lie.

Does anybody ever listen?
Does anybody ever care at all?
Broken hearts, like broken promises.
Hello, hello.
Alone.