And anytime you feel the pain, hey (you), refrain

Halloween was cool. Grim Reaper [Dong], Pyjamas girl [Sarah], Michale Graves [Adib], Marilyn [Merv] and (ex)wife [Trish], raped school girl [Bunny] and gawthick girlz yo. We traversed around town with our costumes, and I think quite a few people stared and pointed. People (girls) came up to ask Bunny for her number! And I made Sharmila wait for a damn long time, I felt really horrible. I'm sorry!

After that we went to Karina's house, she dressed up as fairy-rocker-chick, Evan was biker dude, Claire was deranged butcher (?), Ziyang was Claire, Benedict was confused Power Ranger with hammer and spanner?, Iylia was...Iylia. Iylia and Evan didn't stay over though, and we were hungry ghosts cos we spent our money on booze. We planned to play games and drink, but somehow it never happened. We waited for Adib and Girl, and then somehow we whiled away the night. Karina and I sat in the balcony at around 4am till the sun came up, listened to emo songs. X Japan!!

I love her balcony. And the seats are so comfy. It'll be cool to snuggle up with someone there. And it's so totally peaceful and cooling. Damn, I'm going over more often.

Anyway, I skipped school the next day, cos I was tired and it seemed a bit useless to go to school, since I wouldn't be paying any attention at all and partially cos I was lazy. Then we had late morning/early afternoon drink binge when Pre and Iylia came over. Didn't drink a lot though, cos didn't feel 'in the mood' to drink. Instead, we talked rubbish. I watched Iylia call Ziyang lots of names. Like Uncle, Korkor, Supreme-all-knowing-ruler-of-the-universe (?), et cetera, et cetera. Fucking funny! Went home pretty late, after dinner at Bedok.

Anyway, I met new people like Bunny, who's damn nice I swear. Because I was walking around barefoot (never wear heels again), she loaned me her shoes. She walked around in her socks! Man, I am damn grateful!!

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School today suxorz. I got scolded for not coming to school yesterday. Pffft. I lied and said I was sick, which is wrong of me. According to the teacher, my social life is more important than academics, and she ignored me when I called her. I don't like her.

After that, Khairiah and I went to Toa Payoh to eat, and then we chilled at the library nearby, and I fell asleep in an awkward position. Then we decided to be good girls, since I have to retake my A Maths paper, we tried to study in the stadium. Cool right. Not. Then somehow we ended up talking instead of doing our work. Khairiah is love mannn. Germaine as well! :D

STARVATION WEEK! I tried, I really did. But the chocolate cake called out to me.

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Anyway, I haven't seen Q in a long time. Not really, considering we watched The Brothers Grimm and 28 days later at Q's house on Tuesday. Before that, last Thursday, we watched The Seeker together. I love movies. But I jump at stupid scenes. When you haven't seen your friend for 3 months +, it feels pretty shit. God, Q has lost a lot of weight!! Skinny fuck. But still pretty huggable. We were drinking vodka and coconut rum (or something like that) on the carpet. Some good shit, I have to admit.

During 28 days later, there was this naked man. I saw his dick, and I laughed. Happens when you're an immature prick like me.

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And anytime you feel the pain
Hey (you), refrain
don't carry the world upon your shoulders

It's 2.59am. I'm bored :(

I'm an angsty girl. Angry girl sounds better than emo chick. Listen to br00tal songs and fuck the world!!! "If only I could set the world on fire! Fuck the world! Fuck 'em all!" Fuck you, and you, and you and you and you and you. What-fucking-ever man.

I had a talk with my mummy about authority. Pfft, with authority, there's always abuse of power. Corruption within companies, governments and all that shit! We should resist all forms of authority. ANARCHY! Riot on the streets (ask for permit first in Singapore -_-) and go on strike mannnnnn. Anyway, I never saw the point in hunger strikes. So what if you don't eat? No one cares!

Grrr.You're like a drug, and I can't quit.