Please slow down.

School's starting in approximately 12 hours' time.

I'm quite scared, frankly. To go back to the monotonous routine of waking up too early, sleeping too late, napping during lessons, having irate teachers fuck you upside down. I sincerely hope I don't screw up my academic year.

Nostalgic already, and it has only been 19 hours into the new year. At some point last night, I was thinking nothing will ever be the same. I actually thought I would be glad the new year is coming - maybe a fresh start or something. But then I realize, it's just gonna be another crappy year. (Omg how pessimistic and emo is that?)

The person who called me at 1206 last year didn't call this year. No greetings from this particular friend as well. Nothing. I guess I won't be waking up from restless sleep to sms you at 1am anymore.goodbye

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Went for Full Flight last weekend to catch Armchair Critic with the usual people (whom I'm gonna miss so much). After that, I met up for the first time with Terence and Kenny. Terence is a nice b0i b0i!! hehexxxx. Sharmila came over to join us, and left soon after Ghost, Gordon and Melissa came. We played games after Lily, Mervyn and Trish joined us. In the end, I puked. I am so lousyyyyzzz. After that Joe drove me and Mervyn to Karina's. I want to thank the people who helped me. And I'm really sorry ah, for being such a nuisance. Godddd. I hate myself sometimes.

The countdown was spent at town/Home Club area. We wanted to drink at Fort Canning (so couples can make out) but then we decided against it. Somehow we wound up at Home Club. There was a god damn police screening though, which pretty much scared the shit out of me. They had people up against the walls and all that. When the fireworks came on, I felt quite sad. I gave Pre my first hug, and then Val called me 11 mins after midnight came. We talked for a bit, and felt sad on the phone together.

Then we had a hard time flagging a cab to Karina's. Luckily Shaun sent us there first. Thx. Pre and I got cozy at the balcony, and she left at 6. I should've gone with her, but I procrastinated till about 2pm. Then I remembered, I don't know where the fuck my new school is LOLZ. My mother got damn pissed off with me, she ranted for a good half an hour about how hopeless and irresponsible I am.

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I AM SO BORING LOLZ. I think tomorrow is gonna be shit. Hope no one catches me for improper school attire. My homework = ALL UNDONE. I'm going to die lol.

I like sentimental songs so much, it scares me. Ultimate gh3yness.

There's a danger in loving somebody too much,
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.