and this bird you cannot change

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I feel like a wreck, a complete fucking failure. Up to my neck in shit. I feel so trivial and invisible sometimes, buried under all the shit people pile on me that I cannot seem to avoid.

I feel constantly irritated with myself. Very frustrating, because I'm a good for nothing dipshit. I realise I have nothing to contribute at all- not the least bit talented; cannot do anything right, ever.

*cough*Loser*cough* reminds me of ___!

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Hur hur, on a happier note, happy bday Lingyu
Oh and I'm thankful for Germaine - she's an awesome friend.

To all my detractors: thanks a lot.