Carry on, as if nothing really matters

I would watch this again. And again. And again.

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Friday morning - Sports Day. After that had lunch in town; we spent the time getting high on stupid R&B songs and idiotic dance moves along Orchard Road. We should all be Clubbing Queens. Someday we'll go clubbing together and grrrrrind (Johann style) people.

Friday night/morning at Home Club - beer and copious amounts of JD and coke from Sam's friends, Henry (from Germany) and Mark. Thanks!! I like JD now. There are days when I swing from hating it vehemently to liking it immensely.

Saturday - got up after less than 3 hours of sleep to drag myself to Cityhall for the WE WILL ROCK YOU musical. Fucking epic, I tell you. Despite the fact that I didn't seem to find all of the jokes funny. The seats weren't as bad as I expected it to be. I could see the cast, but not their faces/expressions. The Rockstar INXS guy looks cute from afar, despite him being 38 (Iylia keeps butting in whenever someone says something about him "BUT HE'S 38!") Anyway, they had a live band playing. I am astounded o_O It's awesome and heartwarming to see people of all ages standing/stomping/clapping/shouting lyrics at the top of their lungs.

Music CAN make the world go round. (I felt like this after watching Global Metal last weekend).

After the musical, hung out with Karina and Sharmila at Clarke Quay, by the river. We played games and I laughed a lot.

And now I'm home. Feeling tired. I spaced out quite a bit just now. A tendency to do that when I lack sleep. Pfft.

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(I didn't manage to complete the post last night. Apparently I fell asleep in front of the computer again - my dad woke me up in a really awkward position, I bade goodbye to friends and went to get sleep)

I think I am overtly emo at times, it pisses people off. I should stop being negative...but sometimes I can't help it. It just takes control and I start blabbering nonsense and being pessimistic.

I think I'm too paranoid for my own good. I think too much about frivolous stuff, and get too suspicious. I doubt the intentions of people - even friends. I don't understand myself. I don't understand people. I don't understand why friends will try to put you down and hurt you.

I experience emotions that I can't describe for no apparent reason.

Pffft. All this turmoil. I think it's the hormones. Hopefully I'll bypass this stage soon and stop being whiny.

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EXAMS IN TWO WEEKS' TIME.

>: ( >: ( I AM SO DEAD HAVEN'T STARTED STUDYING. Not to mention, it takes me about 7 million years to drill important information (like math formulas) into my brain. I'm far behind.

Sigh. Death to exams. I need to stop going to Chips/Home Club.