Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken...

The irrational fear and thoughts are caustic.
I feel it eating away at my insides.
Hurry up, turn my heart into stone already!

I want to curl up under the duvet, face pressed hard against the sheets to stifle screams, my heart safely cradled in your hands.

*

You are fucking strong. You are fucking invincible.
So why the fuck are you crying right now?

How can you keep inside the hurt you know is true?

*

I know it's inevitable, but....
Don't leave.

Your world is too perfect for a screw up like me.
Yeah, I know, I will never be good enough...

Sorry. Love you still.