As your salvation crumbles to dust...

Ironic...

Nothing is beautiful and everything hurts.

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I am so incredibly tired. I feel so sore, like someone punched me multiple times... Except in this case, it's my heart that's taking all the beatings.

It's a bitter pill to swallow. The bitter aftertaste leaves me shuddering. But we're all spoiling for a fight. A self-destruction that causes total annihilation. So here we sit again tonight....

Alone in your grief, alone in your misery. Almost drowning. Always hurting.

Downing shots, lighting sticks, coloured pills. Whose downfall are you planning?

I'm a bull. I'm fucking strong, fucking invincible, fucking unbeatable. No one can rain on my parade and take me down! Because I am fucking strong, fucking invincible, fucking unbeatable. No one can rain on my parade and take me down! Because I am fucking strong, fucking invincible, fucking unbeatable. No one can rain on my parade and take me down! Because I am fucking strong, fucking invincible, fucking unbeatable. No one can rain on my parade and take me down! Because..............

Another sleepless night.

Val keeps me company online. Cheryl where are you?