Lithium picnic

We spend so much time trying to kill the pain. Nothing works though, measures taken are merely temporary. The whole universe conspires against you- simply because you are unworthy.

"Just when you think you're finally free, Jolyn, remember this: the crack inside your fucking heart is me."

I think of the long and barren road ahead of me. Think of the salvation that I want so badly but don't deserve, and I wonder if things could really get better.