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Refresh my memory, I need the serenity and tranquility of a Friday night with a good friend, shiny green boxes and classic rock anthems from the 90s. I want to lie there forever on the paved ground. Then maybe when we've reached an absolute state of calmness, we can stumble to a bar and listen to sad ballads and drink shots like crazy. Meet friendly bartenders too.

Need to meet more kindred spirits!! Apply if you find that you enjoy doing what we do...plus you have to be fun, funny, and struggling (this is an important criteria for Val). I'm not kidding. Please enclose your full name and contact details. Jolyn__@hotmail.com. Write an about me advertising on your good traits. We can hold auditions ;)

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Is it going to be easier if I learn how to hate?

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I'm sick of people walking in and out on me all the god damn time.

I don't want to be convenient. I don't want to be a substitute, I don't want to be a last resort. I don't want to feel inadequate, inferior or mediocre. I don't want to be second always.

But it seems like it'll always be that way.