you wrap yourself in needles and thread of lies, a small world, you thought it was everything

pinku spida, 2/may

you will always be my eccentric pink spider! <3

just a random post. i have fallen in love with that pink haired dude known as Hideto Matsumoto (yes, it rhymes) and i miss him a lot. Hide-sama! ^^ *inserts kawaii neh face here*

happy mothers' day to everyone! (duh, especially to mothers). i bought my mummy a slice of cake from Han's, and she enjoyed it tremendously. the most exciting thing is: she agreed about the dragonforce concert thing. i was half expecting her to disagree and give me a 'what the hell' look.

service was powerful today. we all have to sacrifice things, and yeah, it makes sense. if you don't sacrifice, you won't get anything at all. i am impacted! thank you pastors! i am pretty holy, i realise.

yesterday was fun, my dumpy's the best. khairiah, if you're reading this, i lurb eu! thanks for accompanying me to orchard library, and then walking 19310382 rounds with me for mothers' day present (which we didnt buy) and also for inokii. i'm going back for a gilbert cd, if i can find one.

jerlyn says i shouldn't be sad, so i'm trying my very best. if you're reading this, jer, i hope you're touched! :D

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pink spider says "i wish i had wings". he wants to fly high, and see the sky. he traps a butterfly, and she begs for him to steal her wings, "you don't know the pain of endless flight" she says. he exchanges his freedom for that pair of wings, and now he's resorted to dancing on people's palms.

up, up, high he flies. the beautiful paradise bird swoops down, and ends his life.

i still miss you. and someday, i just know you will change.